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October 27th, 2006

A Burning Hell

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As I cut myself open hoping to die
That is when I realize my life is unorganized
I drift off into a slumber
That is when I start to wonder
Why this pain is so easy to maintain?
Maybe it's because I'm drifting closer
In the water, in to depth
As I reach for no hand to grab
That is when I've reached my end
So take your pain and double it twice
This is real, it's called my life
Hoping to not wake up in a place of peace
Take your kindness and let me weap
You ask me questions I cannot answer
Leave me alone or face the ransom
You say you care about my life
Then why do you hold on so damn tight?
Let me go to get my vest
That way I can get some rest
You say to me that Hell's in store
But to me, Hell's to adore
Lots of pain for me to take
It's okay, I'm just too late

September 23rd, 2006

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Let me think. I haven't updated in forever. But then again, I don't think there is anybody out there that even reads this. I'm amazingly in love. That's all I can say. It's been forever..and I love it. We went and ate Chinese yesterday..it was yummy:) Afterwards, we came home ..well on the way home..we hit big storm in Cushman/Mt. Pleasant. Oh it was bad. We had to pull over because it was raining so hard. yes. That bad. We finally made it home..and found two trees in my neighbor's yard that fell down. That's going to be icky to clean up, but I think Papa is going over there to cut it all down and stuff and take the wood for this winter. So Hunter and I sat out on the porch waiting for Jesse to show up..Hunter was getting quite worried because he wouldn't text me back..So yeah..we just sat there and watched the lightning. It was like a constant lightning. It didn't stop..it was pretty too. So yeah, Hunter's in Mt. View..I'm pissed off at Jim. Grr. Anger. Uhh. Brian was sick yesterday so he wasn't at school. So I just hung out with Patrick all day. Hunter picked me up and brought me flowers. And they were so pretty:D They were purple carnations with blue and white tips. Oh..so pretty. I love carnations *heart* 'Cause ya know, they live forever. (Y) So pretty. Uh. I miss all my Melbourne people, but I love it at Mt. Pleasant. Much better. By a long shot. But anyway. I suppose I'm going to go. I love you all.

Love Always

Miriah Nicole Zink Loves Hunter Lyral Nugent

September 3rd, 2006

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I'm not wishing anymore
I'm not writing songs for you
I sleep better in the dark
I'm not doing this for you

August 13th, 2006

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Ultimate Survey (377 questions long)
time started:8:36
full name:Miriah Nicole Zink
nickname(s):Punky and Riah
birthday:April 18th
where were you born:Anchorage, Alaska
zodiac sign:Aries
height:5'6"
hair color:Brown
eye color:Blue
shoe size:9
ring size:7
skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.):Kinda tan
blood type:A+
grade:11th
GPA:4.0
siblings:None
tattoos:None
piercings:Two
hobbies:Reading, Writing, Poetry, and Music
favorite
color:Pink
food:Chicken
candy:Reeses
type of cheese:Cheddar and Swiss
pizza topping:Canadian Bacon and Pineapple
salad dressing:Ranch
sandwich:Turkey
cereal:Berry Rice Krispies
fruit:Watermelon
vegetable:Celery
berry:Blueberry
cake:Strawberry
book:Joy In The Morning
movie:Now And Then and The Butterfly Effect
magazine:Cosmopolitan
newspaper:The Melbourne Times
tv show:Jeopardy and Degrassi
website:www.myspace.com
radio station:101.9
font:Georgia
cartoon character:Care Bears
artist (painter):Da Vinci
actor:Ashton Kutcher
actress:Julia Stiles
cd:My mixed cds
song:Call Me When You're Sober - Evanescence
music group:Silverstein
music type:Alternative
day of the week:Tuesday
month:April
season:Winter
holiday:Christmas
shampoo:Sunsilk
conditioner:I don't use conditioner
number:27
phrase:Skanky
store:Hastings
weather:Snow
restaurant:Olive Garder
channel:169
teacher:Mr. Carroll
weekend activity:Hanging with my friends
hangout:Brian's
house color:Masonite Color Loch Adobe White
sport to watch:Football
sport to play:Football
animal:Dolphin
flower:Carnation
guy's name:Travis
girl's name:Cadence
board game:Monopoly
party game:Quarters
story from childhood:Mama, Do You Love Me?
body part:Hands
have you ever
been on a train:Yes
been on a plane:Yes
been in a car accident:Yes
caused a car accident:No
run into a wall:Yes
burned a potato chip:No
almost burned the house down:No
smoked:Yes
been drunk:Yes
been high:No
broken the law:Yes
burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes):Yes
kissed someone of the opposite sex:Yes
kissed someone of the same sex:No
frenched an animal:No
made out:Yes
had cyber sex:Yes
gotten engaged:No
had an online relationship:Yes
been rejected by a crush:Yes
loved:Yes
made yourself cry to get out of trouble:Yes
cried in public:Yes
cried over a movie:Yes
fallen asleep in a movie theater:Yes
given someone a bath:No
been to a boarding school:No
been home-schooled:Yes
lost a valuable item:Yes
bungee jumped:No
skied:No
met the president:No
met a celebrity:No
gotten a cavity:No
shopped at abercrombie & fitch:Yes
made a prank call:Yes
skipped school:Yes
faked sick to get out of school:Yes
purchased something that you knew didn't fit:No
climbed a tree:Yes
fallen from a tree:No
broken a bone:Yes
sprained anything:Yes
passed out:No
made yourself pass out:No
been to disney world:No
been to a theme park (not disney):Yes
said i love you and meant it (not to a relative):Yes
made a model volcano (working model):Yes
made a clover leaf with your tounge:No
past
what did you do yesterday:Hung out with Hunter, Brian, and Jim
memory you miss the most:Richie
memory you want to forget:Jimmy
something you regretted after it was done:Jimmy
the last
song you heard:Call Me When You're Sober
cd you bought:I don't buy cds
thing you said:I don't have problems getting up
time you cried:A few days ago
movie seen in a theater:Pirates of the Carribbean
thing you ate:A jawbreaker
person who called:Hunter
nail polish shade worn:Purple
time you showered:Last night
person who complimented you:Hunter
at this moment
what are you listening to:Nothing, I'm on the phone
what are you wearing:A pair of capris and a green striped polo shirt
what are you thinking:Nothing really
what are you scared of most:Failure
how many people are on your buddy list:183
future
occupation:Lawyer/Forensic Scientist/Journalist
marriage site:Anywhere with snow
honeymoon:Australia
place to live:Alaska
kids:2
car:I want a firebird:)
what are you doing tomorrow:Hanging out with Hunter probably
do you think george bush will be reelected:I hope not
will there be a wwIII:Probably
will politics ever be truthful:Doubtful
will humanity snuff itself out:lol..funny
can the gov. be changed:No
friends
best friend:Lauren
funniest:Jessica
silliest:Hilary
loudest:Adam
quietest:Erica
craziest:Sky
calmest:Shawna
skinniest:Jessica Brown
best secret keeper:Brian
worst secret keeper:Linsey
the one you have but don't want:Kendra
smartest:Will or Ryan
preppiest:Hilary
peppiest:Meghan
most hyper:Hunter
hottest:Adam;)
weirdest:Lance
biggest pervert:Jim
most annyoing:Kendra
shyest:Shawna
most religious:Lauren
do you believe in
heaven:Yes
hell:Yes
angels:Yes
devil:Yes
god:Yes
buddha:No
aliens:No
ghosts:No
spirit (soul):Yes
soulmates:Yes
reincarnation:No
love at first sight:Yes
karma:Yes
love in general:Yes
luck:Yes
yourself:Yes
crush
who and when was your first crush:Richie ...I was around 6
any now:Nah
a celebrity crush:Johnny Depp
who do you want to be with right now:Hunter..or Brian, Sky, and Jim. I'm not picky
whos number do you want:Nobody's..I think I'm good;)
who do you want to kiss:Hunter
what is something you dont understand about the opposite sex:They're retarded. It's that simple.
if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be:Not too sure on that one.
on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you:10
first thing noticed about the opposite sex:Eyes
what do you look for personality-wise:Passion
biggest turn on:My neck being kissed
biggest turn off:Anything dirty
something thay weat that turns you on:Polo cologne...or white muscle shirts
something they wear that turns you off:Musk. Icky:|
the most romantic thing you want to happen to you:I want to go to the ocean and watch the sunset
the most romantic thing that has happened to you:Hunter and I sat in the car together and watched it snow..:) It was amazing
what do you wear on a coffee date:I don't like coffe...
is it right to flirt if you're taken:Not really..but I do it ..so I can't say anything
is cyber cheating:Yeah
are eyes the passegeway to the soul:Somewhat
who would you like to take to the prom:Hunter
do you want to hug somebody right now:Yes
do you know what an aphrodisiac is:lol Yes..
describe
mellow:Piano music
melancholy:Evanescence
the perfect date:Anything..involving snow. I love it.
the perfect mate:Someone who loves..
how m&m's are made:They take chocolate and dip them in colored coating
why manhole covers are round:Because a "hole" is typically recognized as being round.
one or the other
coke/pepsi:Neither
sprite/7-up:Sprite
boxers/briefs:Boxers
gold/silver:Silver
vanilla/chocolate:Vanilla
flowers/candy:Flowers
book/magazine:Book
tv/radio:Radio
glass half empty/half full:Half Full
democrat/republican:I don't get involved with that stuff
colored pencils/markers:Markers
coffee/tea:Tea
sun/moon:Moon
day/night:Night
hot/cold:Cold
dog/cat:Neither
button/zipper:Zipper
cotton/feather pillow:Feather
blue/purple:Purple
plumber/trashman:Plumber
jeans/shorts:Jeans
long distance relationship/none:Long distance relationships
mechanical/regular pencil:Mechanical
matt/ben:Ben
that 70's show/simpsons:That 70's Show
kelso/eric:Eric
donna/jackie:Donna
bart/lisa:Lisa
romeo/juliet:Juliet
romantic comedy/thriller:Romantic Comedy
nsync/bsb:Backstreet Boys
peanut butter/jelly:Jelly
waffles/pancakes:Waffles
letter/email:Letter
florida/california:Florida
pizza/burgers:Pizza
hat/visor:Hat
football/rugby:Football
iceskating/blading:Ice Skating
movie at home/in theater:In Theater
first thing you think of when you hear
yellow:Sun
red lipstick:Hooker
socks:I love socks:)
cowtipping:Cows
moulin rouge:Leann Rimes
greenland:Green
iceland:Cold
harry potter:Daniel Radcliffe
red:Shawna
blackberry:Icky
rose:Valentine's Day
rooster:Doesn't lay eggs
taxes:Always near my birthday
bill clinton:lol.
whipped cream:Reddi Whip
george w. bush::|
lollipops:The owl..
dreams:Pleasant
love:Amazing
guys:Different
south park:Richie
boy bands:5th Grade
pengiuns:Craig
girls:Stick together
thong:Superman
death:Life
spoons:Forks
junk mail:Retarded
dairy:8th grade
panties:Pink
your father:Sperm Donor
pizza:Canadian Bacon and Pineapple
britney spears:Kevin
vitamin:C
are you
happy:Yes
sad:No
religious:Yes
bitchy:Sometimes
crazy:Possibly
messy:Rarely
mad:No
slacker:No
nerd:Kinda
bookworm:Most definitely! I love reading.
jock:No
preppy:Nah
selfish:Sometimes
giving:I think so
obsessive:Yeah
violent:No
calm:Yes
peaceful:Yeah
mellow:Mmhmm
eccentric:At times
caring:Yes
untrustworthy:Nah
loyal:Yes
patriotic:I guess
perverted:Sometimes
colorful:I try to be
artistic:Oh yes, tons!
miscellanoues
what color is your jacket:Red
do you shave:Yes
where:Whatever needs shaving
what color is your razor:Blue and Purple
what size is your bed:Queen
what color crayon would you be:Black
what are the last four digits of you phone number:1990
feelings on abortion:No
how lond does it take you to shower:Around an hour/hour and a half
what does your screenname mean:It's my name and the day I was born
thoughts on blonde pop stars in general:Stereotypical
who so you trust the most:Hunter
is cussing a necessity in life:Not really
how about coffee:I don't like coffee
is the world screwed:Yeah
what something you cant live without:Chapstick and my cell phone
what time did you fall asleep:3:30 am
know what 69 means:Yes
how about 143:Yeah
can you live without a microwave:Yes
what do think about death:It happens
where and when do you want to be married:In the snow and sometime in the future
do you want to drop out of school:No
why is the sky blue:Because molecules in the air scatter blue light from the sun more than they scatter red light
what is a good trait about yourself:I'm friendly
what do you always think about:Everybody else's problems
what is wrong with your school:It's cheap
what is right with your school:Some teachers are cool
how do you react to change:It doesn't bother me too much
do you talk to yourself:Yeah
what is your opinion on love:I think it's great..especially when a person is loved back
can you afford to lose weight:Yes
what color would you dye your hair:Red
best thing anyones told you:Coach Manry told me that I would definitely make something of myself and it made me happy:)
what is your reaction to someone telling you you're hot:Yeah..mmkay..and you're on what?
does being psycho appeal to you:No
if you wrote a book, what would it be about:My screwed up life
what would you change your name to:Ashley
longest crush lasted how long:Like four years
tme finished:9:10
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You've been totally Bzoink*d

July 30th, 2006

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hmm...well I'm sitting here at Brian's and Sky and I are watching the Stepford Wives and Hunter and Brian are attempting to cook dinner. Though I'm not too sure how well that one will go over. I don't care anyway. I don't plan on eating too much of it. Jim is of course, watching TV. Imagine that. Big shocker huh? Umm..tonight is Hunter's dad's birhtday dinner and then we are taking Sky back to Mammoth Springs because she has to go home:( *tear* I'm gonna miss her. She'll be back though. Last night we all went swimming and had fun but I didn't feel too well so I had Hunter take me home. Lovely huh? Uhh..the night before Hunter, Sky, Brian, Jim, and I all went to like the 10:00 showing of Pirates of the Carribbean. Good movie:) And then Hunter locked his car, not remembering that the drivers side door doesn't open, and the passenger doors are from a different car..and of course there isn't a key slot on the back of the driver's side. And we tried to go in from the trunk but the seats didn't push down. So we eventually figured it out. Brian got it open somehow though I don't know how it is exactly that he did it. Anyway. I'm bored..well kinda. Not really. I guess this is enough for now though. I'll update more later.

Miriah*hearts*Hunter

Sky*hearts*Brian

July 26th, 2006

50 Things You Didn't Know About Me..kinda

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1. I don't like roses
2. I LOVE carnations
3. I secretly wish I had red hair
4. Dirty Dancing is my favorite movie
5. I can't stand popcorn
6. I am a chevy girl 100%
7. Math is definitely my favorite subject
8. I want green eyes
9. I don't like summer
10. I'd rather it be cold. All the time.
11. I don't like dogs. Or cats. Unless they stay little forever.
12. I miss my Superman:(
13. I love the dark
14. I won't use a public restroom
15. I wish I could play the violin
16. I secretly like my curly hair
17. I'm not actually a blonde
18. When I ignore somebody, I secretly want all of their attention
19. I wish I didn't say "like" all the time
20. I don't like gotty jewelry
21. I like dressing up
22. I can't wink
23. Nor can I roll my tongue
24. I didn't know what country music was until I moved to Arkansas
25. I grew up listening to Metallica with my momma
26. I don't really hate my stepdad, I just wish our relationship was better
27. I am, however, exerting an effort
28. Without Hunter, I wouldn't know what to do
29. I can talk to Brian about ANYTHING
30. I'm in love with dolphins
31. Reading and writing are my favorite things to do
32. I would be lost without my cell phone
33. I really do wish I could write happier poems
34. I haven't been able to write poems period because I'm too happy:)
35. I want to go back to Alaska..so very bad
36. I sometimes push myself too far
37. My self-esteem has increased greatly
38. I love chapstick
39. I wish I knew where my father was..*-)
40. I greatly enjoy thunderstorms
41. Rain is beautiful. Especially kisses in the rain
42. Fingernail polish is great
43. I love the color pink
44. I really don't watch a lot of TV
45. I want longer hair
46. I can't stand war movies
47. My mom is my greatest role model
48. I would rather be a journalist than a lawyer
49. I love the sound of a piano
50. My name is Miriah Nicole Zink and I refuse to change for anybody!

July 25th, 2006

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:) I'm so happy :) ecstatic maybe:) Okay..so I drove up to the school for my band practice thingy at 7...so yeah..I get almost there..and discover I have a flat tire. That sucks bad. Great. So I didn't know there was a donut in the trunk, otherwise I would have changed the tire myself..so I called my mom and her and Dwayne came up. Dwayne fixed the tire, took the car and mom took the truck. So my mother is showing off..in this gigantic truck that has like a 380 in it. Like..yeah. We won't go there. She's peelin' out and all kinds of stuff..I'm just like MOM! Crazy. But..I got up to the band room and I seen Quentin's truck! I'm like Happy times infinity. It's great. So he's not going to ICC! He's staying at Melbourne. Now tell me how great that is! First I thought I was going to lose him and Big E. But now it's just Big E. That's sad:( I don't want him to move. I will miss him. We're all gonna miss him and it won't be the same without him. *tear* Hmm..but anyway. I'm bored..and waiting for Hunter to call me so I guess I'm going to go.

Miriah
Loves
Hunter

July 21st, 2006

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Yesterday Hunter came over around noon and we sat around here for a while and then he decided to take me out to lunch:) I loved that. Like a lot. We went to Subway and got a sandwich and it was yummy. We stopped by McGill's to see Brian and check up on him. Then we stopped by Possum Trot and got gummy bears and gummy worms. Those were yummy too. After that he dropped me off because he had to be home at 2 to get ready for his interview at Con Agra. He said it went good..so I'm just hoping. I've got my fingers crossed. And today, I was awake at 7 this morning because somehow, magically sand or something appeared in my bed so I got tired of rolling around in it. So at about the time I was getting up, Hunter knocked on my window. I got dressed and we went to Possum Trot and got an energy drink which was really nasty. And then we went to Sonic but decided we didn't want to eat there so we went to the country store and got biscuits and gravy and another energy drink. So that's two in the process of...30 minutes maybe? So yeah. And then after that we went to Matt's house and picked him up..so this is around 8:30 maybe. Then we decided to go to the movies and watch Lady in the Water. So we went and got Matt's girlfriend and trucked on over to see what time the movie started..so we had like an hour and a half to kill. We went to Hastings..and Wal*Mart..and the Dollar Tree..and Dollar General..and then we went to the theater at like..11:30 and sat there and waited until the movie started. There was a whole seven people in there..including us. On opening day:| yeah. I guess everybody goes at night. So then we too Amber home and drove through Cave City instead because Matt said it was shorter. We make it back to Melbourne and we put some gas in Hunter's car and got some oil and then we went to Sonic because it was Happy Hour..we seen Brieanna there. And then we left. Hunter was going to drop me off..but I talked him in to letting me go back to Matt's with him. We went back to Matt's and watched Dangerous Minds. It was a good movie. I'd read the book back in the day...except it was called My Posse Don't Do Homework. Then around 6 Hunter took me home and it started storming really bad. We needed the rain:) I love rain. And I love storms. It's wonderful. But for now, I guess I'm going to go. Hunter is staying the night with Matt. That will be good for him. I love him though:)

July 19th, 2006

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Well..today was good I suppose. I woke up around 9..very unpleasantly if I do say so myself. I did some laundry and watched a little TV, not enough to amount to anything though. Mom and Dwayne came over for a little bit and then Papa came home. I called Hunter around noon and then he came over at like 12:15 to pick me up so we could go to Jordan to go swimming with Brandy and Chris for Brandy's 18th birthday. So we got out there and jumped in the water and I guess Hunter hurt his hand jumping off some bluffs...so him and I left and we took him to the doctor to see if he hurt it too terribly bad. It's just bruised. He'll be all right. He just milks it for all it's worth, that's all. So then after two hours in the doctor's office, we had to go to his Aunt Sharon's work to help his mom and Aunt Penny clean. He spent an hour vacuuming and got like ten bucks. I dunno, I guess it just depends on how desperate he is for money. So then he dropped me off at home and he went home and had pizza. So around 9:00 he came back because we were going to watch The Hills Have Eyes. Which wasn't even scary. Just bloody. So if you like movies that are bloody and gory..then it's right up your alley(Y). 10-4? So anyway. He just left a little while ago. Tomorrow he has an interview at Con Agra working second shift. So maybe he'll get the job. He really does need it. It's crucial. I wish him the best of luck. We might go to the movies or the fair..or something. Anything to get out of town. It sucks here. And it's been hot. It was like 105 today. Is that not positively insane?! Oh well. I guess this is enough for now.

Miriah Loves Hunter


Like the tree needs the earth
Like the night needs the moon
Like the stars need the sky
Like the guitar needs the tune
My world needs you

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Take the good with the bad,
Smile with the sad,
Love what youve got,
And remember what you had.
Always forgive,
But never forget,
Learn from your mistakes,
But never regret.
People change,
Things go wrong,
Just remember...
Life goes on
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